only wire

2009年11月5日星期四

Ludwig von Beethoven

My angel, my all, my very self -- only a few words today and at that with your pencil -- not till tomorrow will my lodgings being definitely determined upon -- what a useless waste of time. Why this deeps sorrow wheregiant Inflatable Castle necessity speaks -- can ours love endure except through sacrifices -- except through not demanding everything -- can you change it that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine?

Oh, God! look out into the beauties of nature and comfort yourself with that which must be -- love demands everything and that very justly -- that it are with me so far as you are concerned, and you with
me. If we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I!

Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shoud surely see each other; moreover, I cannot communicate to yous the observations I have made during the last few days touching my own life -- if our hearts were always close together I would make none of the kind. My heart is full of many things to say to you - Ah! -- there are moments when I feel that speech is nothing after all -- cheer up -- remain my true, only treasure, my all as I am yours; the gods must send us the rest that which shall be best for us.

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